"It" story

She wanted all
And all she didn't want
She received.
She rejected from the beginning
A well-fitted, shaped body,
And she got it.
She rejected from the beginning
The idea of betrayal,
And she did it.
She rejected the idea of a very tall person,
And she got it.
She rejected for so long
The "fall in love" feeling,
And she woke up being like this.
She rejected the idea of lying,
She end up doing so.
She rejected the the whole universe,
And the universe came
Closer and closer.
She rejected everything,
And yet,
Everything was moving very fast towards her.
She rejected the "it" idea,
And "it" was very close to her thoughts.
She attracted everything she rejected,
And some other things she rejected
So damn hard!
She never wanted to do that.
And she did.
She never wanted to kiss it.
And she did.
She never wanted to feel that touch,
But she end up wishing for more.
All that she rejected
Was before she was aware
That she attracts everything
She does not want.
She never thought of it
When she saw it for the first time.
She never thought of anything
When she began to talk to it.
What she rejected
Were principles of her life.
Of guidance.
Not anymore.
She hadn't no idea
That a "No" is an "Yes".
Now she knows,
She does not reject anything.
Yet still,
She has to be aware of what she wishes for.
She does not want it,
'Cause she wanted nothing like this.
She wants to stop receiving
What she rejects.
Does she has to reject,
Or want,
If the result is the same?
Replace the "it"
Where it is needed.
I bet you know the word.
It's a fact.